they call me ziv and both are my names
but neither sounds right when i am
creating so you can call me dally lio which came to me
in a dream where ppl actually called me daddy lio
but i don't actually like the whole daddy thing and also dally reminds me of
the guy from the outsiders whom I also don't really like but obviously he was an interesting character like that's why ppl enjoy hearing
about him even though he's like terrible to women. I think
a lot of ppl are terrible to a lot of other ppl and we can
pretend we don't like hearing about them but like last exit to
brooklyn is still immensely popular and obviously
there's stuff to say here about like we can be critical
about what we read yada yada yada at the end of the day we might still be
like does this author excuse all this a little bit like it's impossible not to
wonder, right? and this is not that kind of project. i am not interested
in absolving or condemning my characters like clearly you shouldn't
be a serial killer like I think this is gonna come kinda naturally
to you here in this case but i don't want them to be good
or bad or morally gray. I mean they are gray by necessity but not as a third state of being
I guess I find the categorization of morality obsolete in this time
n age like I have a vpn and access to the dark web like who the fuck knows
what i'm up to. of course there are things that i find wrong and i will judge people
for but my point is that when we are both hyper-surveillanced and totally obscured the lines
between what is of the devil and of the angels blah
blah blah is going to be blurry at best. idk. i realized
when i was like 8 that with each passing year I would cringe more and more
at my past beliefs and that has for the most part been true so probably I will disagree
with everything I am saying in due time. if you don't like the weather wait
for five minutes. and all that nonsense.
